You remained within me as a blend of pain.
And impalpable love.
Distance so vast and your shielded heart.
Your blurry cosmos going farther than the clouds.
I hope you've recovered from the harm I'd induced.
Your hurt emotions which I never empathised.
You might had bled so bad by my pierced knifes.
And shed warm tears with broken cries.
In retrospect, I deserve no amnesty.
But I yearn for the same.
I may sound untrusty but I'd struggle; Through guilt-ridden yesteryear.
And quest of cleansing my unclean psyche.
Memories of torturous expiry of an era.
Clawing slippery barrages to dive again.
Urging to swim the desert. All in vain.
That significant loss will never age.
It's ought to shaken up my sleepy conscience.
To agnise the lost gem and discard my hateful rage.
Impelled me to survive the dilemma.
With time, its might minified.
So did my insecurities.
When all is said and done.
I presume, with no bluff.
You will reside within eternally.
As a blend of pain and love.
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